Searching for a Holy Spirit led church home…

Posted: March 1, 2015 in Holy Spirit is at work today: Fruits of Love

If you attend a church with a neatly printed out order of service including songs and pastor’s message decided weeks before, this would be my question, “Where is the room for Holy Spirit to attend and bring the Glory cloud of God’s presence and determine what will occur that day?”  This question actually never occurred to me as a worshipper for the first 49 years of my life. I was raised in congregational Bible-believing churches…there were still hymnals and pews then…choirs and organs. We sat passively waiting for the pastor and worship team to perform. I had no idea a person could be an active worshipper.

Then I followed my newly-adult daughter at 18 to a church that is part of the River movement…where they ran a School of Supernatural Ministry. “What in the world is that?” I wondered. Well, I was soon to find out as JM began her two year schooling and we both now attended a church that focused on Holy Spirit — no order of service, worship/songs that go on until it is time in the Spirit to move on — services that last two hours.  You could feel the presence of God almighty when you entered. Banners are waving…worshippers are raising hands at the front by the alter. Prophetic words are given. Worshippers who need healing, or jobs, or… are asked to raise their hands. Other believers lay hands on them to pray in accordance with a three strand cord that is hard to break. When did we as worshippers ever buy in to the polite sit-quietly-in-our-chairs order of service?  This beloved church transitioned through bankruptcy, moved to a Roseville, CA storefront location and continued on.  Leadership passed to Matthew Oliver, Richard Oliver’s son. Holy Spirit is still very much present when I visit. But…we live far from there in another county. I still love my “Family” there.

The search for a new church home leads back to a traditional building in El Dorado Hills. Programs are printed. Stadium seats duly fill up twice a day on Sundays. I rarely feel the weeping that comes to me with discernment of Holy Spirit’s strong presence. I am often reminded of the dreams I have had where I sit in a large stadium church with padded seats and listen to the message then say, “The Holy Spirit is not here, I need to leave.” I get up and walk over and around all the people who proceed to get angry at me saying, “Can’t you see this is a fine building with fine chairs and fine people?” I am firm about needing a Spirit-filled church and leave over their objections.

This January1st — new year — new destiny —  feel led to start this blog to accommodate…what? Holy Spirit whispers that something will begin..change… progress…beginning 2/4 (February of 2015) and a place is needed for the testimonies of healing, deliverance, salvations, prophetic words. I have not idea how to start a blog or what it would look like. I am reading a book about a praying paramedic who has a blog. You can’t just heal someone in conjunction with Holy Spirit then just walk away. God’s healings demonstrate His Glory and goodness and should lead to further contact opportunities/mentoring/discipling. I decide to follow his lead to same site. Then there are many blog-site appearances…which one would you like Holy Spirit? I scroll through many options. This present Gray-grunge-urban red scrawl with a chain-link fence like my Pomegranates and Chains blog catches my eye and won’t let go. “Not really my style, but okay” I think and begin with first testimony.

“I am a link in a chain, a bond of connection between persons. HE has not created me for naught.”

– John Henry Newman


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